It feels just like a dream, when all has suddenly come to a stop. Exams are over, and no more. (Until I start to do my CPA 1year later). I hit the shops, the malls all over S'pore. Orchard, Bugis, Vivocity were suddenly felt to be under my ownership. The feeling is great, I'm mentally renewed and refreshed.
I no longer want to be treated as young. However, I know that some elders still do so with helping mentality. I guess it also has to be how I compose myself during important sessions. I do admit to have a spark of defiance last night, hence it reflected back to me like a bark. Other than that, it wasn't that bad. It's just that I'm not ready to look at that person with a more gracious smile. He is now a non-existence fibre in the midst of every other human and architecture.
I was quite happy that I didn't have to plead to someone's instructions which sounded damn rude and damn MCP quality. I'm no longer a student who has to comply to instructions or otherwise would be subjected to punishments and ridicule. These are no longer mine. If someone ever makes it that way, it's time I'll rebel. I wonder why was I so lenient to the law-makers in school in those days. Some laws aren't humanly and it was brutally brought across. Yet I accepted that, even for something I don't deserve. Looking back, I really wanted to rebel for all the injustice I've suffered.
Anyway, plans for the future. They're vague and uncertain at the moment. But soon I know God will fan the film to make it clearer for reveal.
