Suffocated. Feeling kinda worried for the week ahead. There is so much to do and I'm not sure if I can complete it on time. The week is piled up with duties of stock take, my own few jobs, and also an outjob. Wow..God, help me speed up at my work so that I can contribute better. Work aside. I guess I've learnt to let go of certain things as I look around me. When I see others being picked to do special items like a duet, solo, etc, I began to look at the person next to me; Ginny was still smiling happily as she sang her parts alongside with the others. Her husband, Theodore, whom used to be our rockstar for Father's Love, was also enjoying the singing in the choir. There's nothing to fight for. Just enjoy. If Mr.Brown can do so in humility for God, so should I.
At the same time, instead of letting "voices" to inform me of my inadequacy as a singer, I should just improve and enjoy improving and exploring. Linda has a great sense of imitating the "voice of the evil", and they really sounded familiar. It takes one who has walked a long path to know them all well. So I understand why I do have these thoughts and voices I hear occassionally. All I have to do is shut them out with the WORD of God! Cool right? That's for all who believes in Christ!
